i recently finished Fate Stay Night series. for once in my life, i feel so consciously emotional.
i wonder why good animes make u emo.(although i dont like to use emo, for 4 the sake of my bleeding middle finger.)
personally, i think animes jus remind u(Painfully) of what u really want in your miserable existence, then (painfully) take it away from you at the end when u realise that that could never, ever, ever, happen to you. What are the odds of u actually being a magician, and accidentally summoning a uber kawaii girl whos in battle armour, has a attractive attitude, has a invisible excalibur, and asks you," Are you my master?"
None. Zero. Zit, kosong ling2
although im firmly sure that in days, maybe weeks, ill forget it all, but it comes back to this. Why?
Why cant we humans living in this reality when time relentlessly churns on, us aging, do something about what we want.
I want to make sure that at the end of my journey, i would be able to look back and say, i've done what i want to. I hope so.
I got 4th for nats...i wanna drown myself.
i can feel what those emo kids feel now. but knife on wrist is still too unclassy. Blasting music and cssource, + food + piaing PW semis..yea that would do the trick.
On a happy note, shot put A div and C div got grand Slam!! yea. ALL THE WAY THROWERS!
Samantha Joannne Raeburn<-----1337! cool name, cool girl, cool spikes.

Do you behold, King Arthur, the continuation to your dream?